But not to the right person at the right time.

I still have this problems caused by a surgery that should never have happened, but did happen.

I was 5 years old. I could not communicate what had been done to me. It is impossible to make one heard and understood. Til now, nobody believes me, when I try to describe all the sorts of pain and pressure and squeezing and shearing and pressure against the diaphragm and and and I am enduring all the time.

My only hope: Survive and describe it better and better in drawings and words. Make myself heard. Study anatomy myself. Dissect some animals to find out, how strong the Transversalis Fascia really is.

I have no other chance. It will not go away by itself. And I won’t kill myself. I want justice for the 5 year old Konrad. I want a tissue implanted by a hernia repair clinic. I want to get out of this nightmare.